I have many regrets. I have caused many people trouble and stress. I have upset many people and caused much heart break. I worry about the people I have upset. I cycle through my regrets every day hoping to not repeat them. I stress over my mistakes and before I sleep my mind is a whirl of mistakes and fear of repeating them.

I am sorry to everyone I have hurt. I am sorry for everything I have ever done that is wrong or hurtful even if my intentions were for something quite different. I hate upseting people. I hate doing something stupid that indirectly upsets someone.

But my worry has pushed me to insecurity. My consciousness of my mistakes has turned into worry and guilt and remorse that overwhelms me. So I would like to apologize to everyone for the things I have done and if I can, move on to the process of correcting myself so as to not make those mistakes again.